My life is going to drastically change in the next twelve months. I have this huge decision weighing on my shoulders and it eats me up alive. I finally get to graduate May 2011 being I have 9 classes between me and graduation. My decision has to be made in the next 6 months because it is huge.
Do I move to San Juan or not? Why San Juan? My best friend is living out there for the next 2-3 years. He's all I really have left in the trust department with people. New York is infested with the shadiest people and I refuse to surround myself with that.
What's stopping me? Starting my career in New York.
I always wanted to get into publishing but lately, I have been interested in getting into the Magazine field. I have some contacts in that field and they said that they can help me with interviews.
Should I stay or should I go?
My mom, of all people, feels I should move. To be honest, the last few months have been the hardest on me emotionally. I started from scratch with associating myself with a different crowd of people. It is so tough because I have been in the same large circle of people for the past 10 years that I feel I have to learn new things and try new things. My mom feels I should leave and start a new life.
My career is the only thing holding me back from leaving.
My best friend? The best friend a person can ask for. He said he would let me crash on his couch until we can find a bigger place and I get a stable job. Oh where would I be without him?
I have until the end of the year. 6 months. So much can happen between now and then. Let's just hope things don't blow up in my face.